• SirSamuel@lemmy.world
    link
    fedilink
    English
    arrow-up
    23
    ·
    8 months ago

    What does it mean when you feel 1 most of the time but occasionally instantly jump to 4/5 as stressors built up without your awareness?

    Cause that’s me. Everything’s fine till it isn’t and I don’t see it coming

  • neidu3@sh.itjust.works
    link
    fedilink
    English
    arrow-up
    16
    ·
    8 months ago

    6 years ago I was at 5. But I’ve slowly but surely been climbing. Today I find myself slightly above the chart, and I’ve been here for a year or two. Looking back I find it unbelievable that I lived at stage 4 for four years straight.

    It gets better.

  • fossphi@lemm.ee
    link
    fedilink
    English
    arrow-up
    12
    ·
    8 months ago

    4±1. But 5 is rare

    Fucking hell, I’m tired of being dysfunctional

      • fossphi@lemm.ee
        link
        fedilink
        English
        arrow-up
        1
        ·
        8 months ago

        How do you cope with it? Or are you also just planning to get used to it?

        • Sylvartas@lemmy.dbzer0.com
          link
          fedilink
          English
          arrow-up
          1
          ·
          8 months ago

          To be fair it is more of a 2 when I’m doing good, but with the amount of shit going on lately I rarely am. So I’m planning to get used to it and maybe see a shrink to get some meds.

          • fossphi@lemm.ee
            link
            fedilink
            English
            arrow-up
            1
            ·
            8 months ago

            I hope it gets better soon! :)

            But yeah, can’t hurt to talk to professional

  • Dillenger69@lemmy.world
    link
    fedilink
    English
    arrow-up
    8
    ·
    8 months ago

    Buspirone is a miracle drug. I used to think anxiety was just life. Now, with medication, I can stay around 1.5 or 2. For years I was way higher until my doctor said “No, that’s not normal.”

    • TimewornTraveler@lemm.ee
      link
      fedilink
      English
      arrow-up
      2
      ·
      8 months ago

      love buspar. such an interesting drug. doesn’t mess with anything, non abusive, non euphoric, non benzo anxiolytic.

      oh yeah and you can fuck on it.

  • Matriks404@lemmy.world
    link
    fedilink
    English
    arrow-up
    4
    ·
    8 months ago

    1.25.

    Had some mild panic attacks for some reason recently though. It was maybe a lack of sleep.

  • Lemonzinger@lemmy.world
    link
    fedilink
    English
    arrow-up
    3
    ·
    8 months ago

    Thank you for this. Weekdays are average of 3 with peaks of 2 and valleys of 4. Weekends and average of 2 with same +-.

  • southsamurai@sh.itjust.works
    link
    fedilink
    English
    arrow-up
    3
    ·
    8 months ago

    High enough on the scale that thinking about where I am on the scale is mildly anxiety inducing lol.

    Some day, I gotta just box that stuff up and shove it in a brain closet with locks on.

    Which, I’m not complaining about the post, please don’t take my abnormal form of joking about the matter as anything like that.

    I’m using it as a sideways approach to saying it’s been a bad anxiety day, trying to use a little humor to take the edge off while also venting a tiny bit.

    Hell, it’s been a bad week, a bad month, and a bad year. World be crazy, and it grinds. Hard not to have anxiety spirals when there’s real world evidence that shit is pretty bad.

  • Oka@sopuli.xyz
    link
    fedilink
    English
    arrow-up
    3
    ·
    8 months ago

    I have been at 4 before. My problem was I didn’t even realize it was anxiety.