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Love the color and the eyes/symbols add so much intrigue!!

Have you tried tracking what you eat each day with food tracker? Could try weighing everything out for a week and make sure it matches what you think you’re eating.

but they don’t affect the underlying neurodivergence in any way (ie. I’m still annoyed at change, still struggle to Go Out And Do Things in life)

Have you talked to doctor about those? You may have to seek out psychologist and/or therapist to get answers you’re looking for.

I wish I could go back and get diagnosed sooner. I barely remember my 20’s due to major depressive episodes. But I’m happy I’m figuring it out now instead of 10 or 20 yrs from now!

If potentially having mental illness is bothering you, see a doctor about it.

I got diagnosed in my 30s and holy damn meds changed everything. I took adhd meds for first time and 45 mins later remember thinking ‘is this how normies are all the time? You can think something and just do it?? No prep, no build up?!’

Could I get some sauce?

Holy shit dude right on the money! I never realized how obsessed with time and deadlines I was but your analysis makes perfect sense. There’s so many times I’ll get anxious trying to relax in the evening because I don’t want to enter that timeless state and be up super later. So I end up sitting there paralyzed trying to pick something fun to do but not too fun.

I’m gonna try not engaging with the anxiety and see how it goes. Instead of avoiding the anxiety feeling by distraction or whatever, take a walk and decompress.

Also the whole stimming thing. Never heard that term used. I chew my fingers and blast music all the time to soothe the anxiety. This is a whole new perspective on my music listening habits.

Absolutely eye opening post! Thanks for putting it so eloquently!

*animorphs into chromosome

Pleasantly surprised nexus mods weren’t being goons in this scenario

If it’s pve it doesn’t need to be balanced

Quiting and video games/food should be flipped but otherwise 💯

Wellbutrin is like a stimulant. Maybe you’d do better the ssri’s?

Words are hard. This is what I mean

You 1000% will not get lost in the noise if you put out a helldivers like quality game. There’s nerds everyday combing through steam store looking for the next great games. Helldivers with zero marketing would have made significantly less but still been a resounding commercial success

There’s no hidden gems in steam. Games sell as well as they should for their quality. There’s margin of error of course like a low quality game sells on the higher end due to good marketing or a high quality game sells low end due to poor marketing.

Most games are just not great

Not sure how big node footprint is but would fit the bill. Would only recommend if you wanna go into web dev career in the future tho 🙃

I’m convinced it’s unnecessary if your game is good. Word of mouth is so strong with gamers

I can’t believe how much more fun running is when you learn how to do it first!

Elaborate. What do you mean by this? What did you learn to do while running that makes it fun?