Do you ever notice that, when you do finally speak, your voice has changed/is different? To me it feels my vocal chords have forgotten what they’re supposed to do and my throat oozes this garbled, rasp around my bloated tongue.

I’ll have to try speaking to myself out loud more often, just to keep in shape

I thought protein was last year and fiber was this year

Lucy (for Lucifer) (h/t David Wojnarowicz)

Les Natali

Uranus Moon by Levete on soma fm’s Drone Zone. it was chill. Now on Emergence by Louigi Verona

I sit. I close my eyes and tilt my head up, letting the drops fill my ears

Do They Know It’s Christmas

Love soma fm! Got the T-shirts and listening to Drone Zone now

Cocteau Twins.

car alarms

Choosing to date Luis Palomar over Alan Wiley. Biggest mistake of my life

I sold blow-pops (suckers surrounding bubblegum on a stick) for $0.25 in junior high (1986?) [bought them at PriceClub now CostCo?]. Chaos ensued on the playground. My mother got called to the Asst. Princ. office.

Ten years until evereything ellse fetts worser 4vr

Soma FM - Dronezone It’s pretty much perfect: free, no commercials, rain, ocean, droney. I actually listen to it most of the day, if I can.

Sometimes there are higher pitched drone tunes that aren’t as dreamy (for me)

Going back a bit but another young lady, Lizzie Borden

I have 715 books with about 20 others I couldn’t find OCLC records for and haven’t set aside the time to catalog by hand.

I wonder where the 1000 number comes from but that’s been my goal as well, until it gets pushed to 1500 or 2000 (HA!)

A warm can of Heineken in my friend’s room (8th or 9th grade)

Almost any Golden Book (Pokey Little Puppy) or

My Side of the Mountain (Jean Craighead George),

Paddington Bear books.

Along with titles others have mentioned (Scarry, etc.). These are firsts

Privacy concerns: YES

Nosy parents found my teenage journals before I came out and that set me up for ‘don’t be gay’ therapy.

I’m sure FEMA will…