You can be positive at end because you have save something with your work. I have your age, never work a single day of my life, I don’t have a bank account, I’m just living with my 70yo parent and keep going with his money that is the wage of essential worker. Where I am going? Enjoy what? What ride? I only see that probably I have to work like a slave in future, and that’s it.
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Still everything is now ashes, dust in the wind, nothing. All this fun hobbies are now only a meanless memory, I didn’t have nothing back, all the fun you say is become, for me, hate. Hate to have wasted my time laughing like a fool behind videogames, books, even sports, telling myself that was okay, creating a big lie that hobby was something important, just to see it ending without any result. So that’s the point, limited time sure it’s everything, but meaning is also everything in this life.
I didn’t find any good enough hobby in this 35 years of life that didn’t fade after some time. At moment I’m very empty inside, I spend half day sleeping and other half working, everything looks expansive to do, I give up on everything, I’m keeping myself alive because I’m just scared of the pain and I can’t imagine stop existing.
My first porn was on floppy disk
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•How is your experience on the Fediverse?74·2 years agoToo much extremist and people who just here to sell their blogs, website, onlyfans, ect.
banana_meccanica@feddit.ittoLinguistics@lemmy.ml•How did the Spanish word "éxito" come to mean "success"?5·2 years agoFailure is “fracaso”. So you can exit and feeling good to have make it (éxito) or completely get destroyed by failure and never exit from your failure, living a life of despair and never be able to find the exit.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Why don’t application developers who have abandoned their development make the code they don’t need open source?381·2 years agoBecause their code is a mess, ugly and full of bugs, that is better burn to the roots that trying to fix it.
Inner peace
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•In your opinion, what's the age limit for Trick r Treating?46·2 years ago12-13 in Europe.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto PC Gaming@lemmy.ca•GTA 6 has patented a new locomotion system to make "highly dynamic and realistic animations"24·2 years agoFailing project ahead, another game with a lot of promises, from a company basically dead who lays on gta-online profits, in a globally economic crises that rises more that ever where gaming is become a luxury because overpriced hardware and softwares. How pretending.
Same, people keep me asking, why don’t you have whatsup, facebook, instagram or gmail? Fucking hell, we living in a dystopia where everyone need this apps as basic, corporation win and everyone clapping like monkeys.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•GYM playlist, what is your recommendation ?21·2 years agoI don’t have any title, but I can tell you one thing. Best music for running are 130bpm.
Most of people use computers just for memes and emails, so yea, it is never obsoleted
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto science@lemmy.world•Harvard Scientists Find That Eating Red Meat Could Increase Your Risk of Diabetes1·2 years agoI mostly count on eggs more that vegetables for satisfaction. Agree a full vegetable diet dont work for me too, still there is white meat aka chicken and fish, I consume that four days at week. Its only all about this “evil” red meat (pork, cow) that make me feel bad.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto science@lemmy.world•Harvard Scientists Find That Eating Red Meat Could Increase Your Risk of Diabetes41·2 years agoRegular digestion, no acidity or stomach pain (i was tormented by them earlier) and then in lesser case more mental lucidity, eating meat daily made me tired and heavier (i found joy in vegetables)
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto science@lemmy.world•Harvard Scientists Find That Eating Red Meat Could Increase Your Risk of Diabetes101·2 years agoTwo years ago I started eat red meat only 1 time every two weeks. I am feeling much better. I don’t care about studies, but Im feeling good vs years ago when red meat was my daily dish, this is a fact.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Do you think the Internet and websites with 'voting' systems encourage hivemind thinking and discourage any debate or discourse? Solutions?21·2 years agoI think that human nature is not meant to be universally shared in all its communities and that indeed there will always be the desire to have divisions, this to bind more with single individuals who become then family or friends. Being friends of all, but also only friendly, is a counter-evolutionary fantasy. The Internet is inadequate for long-range relationships, this is evident to all those who frequent large virtual communities. I sugget (even to myself) to press x more often.
We just reach the end of PC gaming. Many future games are now need hardware that only the 1% of population can affront. Hyper realism of huge graphic effects sure are fun and immersive but not more accessible, not more something you can play alone at desk with a PC. This probably will lead the consoles as well to rise their price, we gonna see PS5 or PS6 at 1.499$ in next future. No one will buy and play games, so companies will stop to existing, it was a good run.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itOPto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Importance of a low intellectual quotient1·2 years agoI think we are at different levels of understanding, as many other users cannot see what is the intellectual disability is. I’ve known this person for almost eight weeks,we talk everyday, she’s not stupid, she doesn’t do anything stupid, but she has an intellectual disability.
Well actually agree with this upopular opinion. Maybe because I am old school, I remember youtube was just something random, videos made by casual who don’t really pretending to become “ultra-rich-content-creator-influencers”. Now its all about monetize every single bit.