Honestly, I think things like this can take time for some people to process. I have several family members who attend there. They’ve been members for ~20ish years. They have close friends, neighbors, and other family who have attended forever. They’re still reeling from the news, trying to process everything, and figuring out where to go.
I’m sorry, friend. I like what you’ve written, it really conveys the feeling well. Thank you for sharing.