I shouldn’t even be around.

I don’t know which is worse: that there is no sense of self anymore, or that I have to put on masks to pretend there is.

Hang in there. Takes time.

And take care.

Hope you’ll feel better

When, the question is when. And it’s already too late. I still ask the why. I know it’s futile, but I still ask. And then I ask when. And time has become space.

I can’t relate to either. It is not very good. Not all on me though, I hope.

For a people who yell “family values,” they sure are into other people’s genitals.

That’s so much me that I’ve been questioning some things.

Oh, let me have this, won’t ya

I don’t speak French but wouldn’t that basically be pronounced “wank”?

Oh, that’s a good one. I’m very far from being tech savvy myself, so I gradually tried to remind myself people can not care enough about this stuff to learn even some basic terminology or have other, more urgent concerns. A lot of the service industry depends on this kind of unfamiliarity, I guess.

Have you ever heard something like saying “His Windows is Linux”?

An upgrade to having never heard of Linux but also a downgrade somehow

Is it though? I mean, it does happen. It is what it is, but I want to come to terms with it not being okay.

Or life, really, when you think about it

Believe me, I know what it’s like. But taking baby steps can help

I appreciate it.

Thanks. I wish someone had put it like that sooner xD

It was “complicated”

I did this with the wrong person. Took shits on me every chance they got.